Wednesday, August 30, 2006

nature's nervous energy

i had this amazing experience when we were camping that i forgot to blog about. it was dusk and alex had gone to take a shower, so i was at the camp on the lake on my own. i was watching the sunset and for some reason i turned away from the sun and looked back at the campsite. this picture attempts to capture what i saw, but only towards the end when i rushed to grab the camera before the light faded. it was truly magestic, awesome, amazing. the wind was whipping through the trees but it was silent, and the trees and bushes were shaking. but in this light, it was as if this were an audience of worshippers, humble servants, exaulting their sun god, unable to contain their excitement for this precise moment - whispering and laughing in nervous anticipation. it was absolutely amazing and i wish i could even convey what it felt like to see such a spectacle. i felt like i was intruding on nature, invading the private space of their nervous energy. very very cool.

and here was the sunset that followed.

a big thank you to my grama who sent me a huge bouquet of flowers for an early birthday treat and a tub of chocolate covered party mix to share with the office (which is now gone by the way!)

Monday, August 28, 2006

rain schmain

yesterday was a fall day if ever there was one!
alex and i went to see 'little miss sunshine' (highly recommended!) and biked over to cambridge to see this. it was drizzling when we left for the theatre and by the time we came out, it was pretty much a downpour. so we had one of those 'what the heck, if you're going to get wet, you might as well' rides home. i certainly was not avoiding puddles. and in the evening we cooked a roast chicken with veg and gravy (very fall thing to do!) and watched pirates of the carribean, flipping to the emmy's on the commercials.

saturday was spent shopping for a dress for the upcoming weddings. and i am happy to say i found an amazing dress. my grama will be happy about this as she said a friend of hers had commented on my lovely, but over-worn, dress that has lasted me the last 5-6 festive occasions, after seeing me in it yet AGAIN in a photo. i suppose the truth must come out some time, i am really not a fashionista. yes, it's true. so this new dress is frilly and flowy and strapless and makes me feel very feminine. if only my boobs were a little bigger it would fit perfectly. but i'll stuff in a strapless bra and just not raise my hands above my head on the dancefloor, and i should be fine!

i'll send pictures soon!

Friday, August 25, 2006

rainy day friday

the impending SF move is the hot topic these days.
i've spent the week looking for apartments, trying to decide where i want to live and whether i want to have roommates or live alone. i can't decide. and which neighborhood do i choose? everyone has been so helpful in telling me about the districts and places to think about (thank you!) - now it's just actually committing. i'm finding that hard to do right now. in part, i suppose because we're not entirely sure yet that this is going to go through. there is a small chance that it won't happen. but still, i must forge ahead as if it will, and EUSA understand they may lose some deposit money if i have to cancel at the last minute.

anyway, i'm out to SF on the 4th and 5th to interview candidates, so it's happening. i've managed to squeeze in a trip to portland and bend to get to my good friend emily's wedding on saturday the 2nd. i didn't think i was going to be able to make that, but the timing works and it's perfect! and i can bring molly as my +1 to the wedding, so i get a chance to see my portland friends as well! hooray!

and with a trip to london in the middle of september for 1 week - this is really one of the last few weekends i have in boston. how strange. it's hard to believe i've been in boston nearly a year. how fast time flies. i wonder where i'll be one year from now?

nothing major planned this weekend, and sadly, the weather is crap today, rainy and grey. hopefully it doesn't last the weekend!

hopefully the sun is shining where you are!

Sunday, August 20, 2006

back from the wild (and not so wild)

wow. what a week. how to capture it all in this space without writing a novella. though i'm sure, dear reader, you wouldn't mind a novella. alex and i had a great week! (i must mention that he now has a link to this blog as well, so my entries may be somewhat guarded and i may not be able to tell you what REALLY happened. kidding.) (hi alex).

but seriously, it was a great week. we started at the hotel in new hampshire which was amazing. we had a third floor corner room overlooking the harbor and a most spectacular sunset. we drove into portsmouth (NH) for a japanese dinner and a wander around the town, but seeing as i was using my points for the hotel stay - we wanted to take advantage of the facilities (tennis courts, basketball hoops, swimming pools, spas, etc) - so we didn't stay long in town.

the next day we made the big drive to baxter state park. with all of our stops, it probably took us 6-7 hours - but could've easily taken 3-4 if we'd not stopped so many times at shaws, walmarts, and dunkin donuts for coffee and tea breaks. (did i say tea breaks?, i meant PEE breaks!, ha ha). that day was all about the journey and not the destination because we had a great time wandering down aisles and shopping for supplies. we found a campstove for 20 bucks and just about everything we'd need for a weeks worth of foraging in the forests of maine.

perusing the sporting goods aisle at walmart i happened upon this fantabulous contraption i'd seen on TV for only $29.95 called the CROSS CRUNCH. i'd seen the commerical only once and have spent hours and hours in front of the television waiting for it to come again to get the 1-800 number so that i might order it and get myself my own six pack. (only kidding about watching hours of TV - but i have been on the look out) ... BUT WAIT ... you can imagine my delight when it was selling for only $19.99 with NO shipping or handling! i sidetrack here to explain this purchase and my excitement for it only for entertainment purposes. laugh if you will, dear reader, but we'll see whose belly shakes more ... give me six weeks with this machine and i bet it won't be mine! i spent the mornings on our picnic tables working my abs ... really, it says i only need to do 90 seconds a day to have beautiful abs and i definitely had that kind of time on our trip! (this was, of course, right after the pancake breakfasts with bacon and eggs!)

i digress.

we got to baxter state park and set up camp hastily in the twilight, toasted hotdogs on the fire and called it a night at dark in order to be up at 4:30 to hike up mount katahdin. but when the alarm went off at 4:30 and it was still pitch black outside, we turned it off, rolled over, and slept another hour and a half. to our credit though, we were climbing the mountain by 7:30 and made the climb in seven hours. three hours up and four hours down. i would put in some pictures here as i'm sure there are some disbelievers among you (yes, i hike!) - but my computer keeps crashing in my attempts to upload. you'll have to wait for the ofoto link.

the hike was great. very likely the most difficult hike i've climbed to date. it was rocky and steep and needed all four limbs to make it over some of the points. i'd use the word 'scrambling' to describe our ascent and descent up the mountain ... only that infers a more rapid movement than would have been physically possible for either of us. it was more of an 'amble scramble' if such a thing exists. and neither of us were entirely prepared for the climb. (i in my diesel jeans and running shoes, and alex in his swimming trunks and city sneakers). it was laughable really - especially when we passed the serious hikers with water pumps attached to their backpacks and nordic walking sticks. but we made it, and that was all that mattered.

we weren't particularly prepared for the trip in general, neither of us being seriously outdoorsy folk. i was anticipating indiana-like camping with thick hot summer air and tank top weather every day. i only threw in a pair of jeans and light jacket on my way out the door, as in a 'i'm-sure-i-won't-need-this-but-what-the-heck-i've-got-room-in-my-bag' sort of way. little did i know i'd be living in them for seven straight days. and i definitely did not know we were going to hike to the top of mount katahdin. not that i minded, but i might've brought something more sensible to wear. but who am i kidding, i don't have any sensible hiking outfits!

apparently maine is about three weeks ahead of boston in the seasons ... (alex tells me this on the way up) ... so once again, walmart saves the day with boys XL sweatshirts for $8.77.

we spent the next morning rubbing our aching legs and ambling even MORE slowly out to trout brook pond in search of moose. we'd actually walked RIGHT PAST a moose on the trail the day before, munching in the trees on our path. i thought it was a bear and was about ready to scream and jump and make myself appear larger than life (this is what they tell you to do) when alex hushed me down and told me to get back because it was actually a moose. being city folk, we crept back about 15 feet and waited, having no idea what to do but feeling slightly like intrepid wildlife photographers. i think we would've stayed there, our hearts racing nervously, if a seasoned hiker hadn't been close behind us. 'oh, it must just be a moose' he said too casually for our liking ... as he proceeded to walk past, chuckling AT US as if in our awe and incredulity, we were somehow an odder spectacle than the 700 pound moose snacking on the leaves. we thought it was amazing, and couldn't get over the fact that we'd been SO close to a real live moose. (though in actuality, were quite glad to leave our heavy friend behind us and continue down to camp).

we'd also seen a baby bear cub on our drive to the campsite, which was equally amazing, but meant that alex 'i've only seen the cubs at fenway' johnson was somewhat neurotic bordering OCD about food or anything fragrant anywhere NEAR where we might sleep, hang or otherwise rest our aching legs.

baxter was great - but we were both glad to have the 'roughing it' part of camping over with and move onto moosehead lake - slightly more traditional car camping. our site at 'casey's' was very likely the BEST possible spot in the campground. we were on the edge of all other sites, and literally ON the water. well, not literally, i suppose, but our tent was 15 feet from moosehead lake and opened onto the most beautiful mornings and colorful sunsets. and we had no neighbors on either side, so it really did feel as though we were on our own island. (someone must've mentioned to the others that camping season had passed and that we were a few weeks too late for the peak). it was terribly windy, but JUST warm enough not to let that chill us to the bone - certainly warmer than baxter had been. and until the day we left, the wind did not relent. but we learned to live with it, and swam in the lake when the sun shone through the clouds. we also left the campsite both days to explore greenville, the nearby town, had lunch, did some laundry, played dominos at the local cafe, and poked around in the local craft markets and antique shops.

we ate well on our trip too! 'roughing it' didn't really come into play when it came to breakfasts and dinners for us! (did you really think it would?) we had hot dogs, chick pea salad, spaghetti and meatsauce, grilled asparagus and onions, tacos, kung pao chicken with brocolli (actually, this was freeze dried that i bought at a camping store as a joke just to see, and it was disgusting, not as good as it sounds), granola and fruit, pancakes, bacon, eggs, etc etc. and lots of snacks for all those hikes we never took after the first day!

you see why i bought the cross crunch!?

after moosehead, we were intending to head to acadia national park on the coast of maine, but decided we wanted some warmer weather, so drove back south via boston, collected our bikes, and headed to cape cod. what fun! i'd never been before and had always wanted to go, and alex's flatmate has a family house with very welcoming parents who didn't mind us cramping their style for a few days. so we abandoned the tent in favor of the bungalow, three blocks from the beach. we spent friday riding bikes all over the cape (dennis through harwich to chatham, if that means anything to you) and then spent the evening playing trivial pursuit with barry (his flatmate) and his girlfriend mary ellen.

we were so used to rising at dawn and sleeping when the sun set that we were exhausted by 9 or 10 each night - so it wasn't a crazy weekend. but i'm getting used to enjoying the days and might see about making it a habit, if i can.

saturday we spent on the beach, i finished lolita (nabokov) though in doing so burnt the backs of my knees and alex went swimming in the atlantic with the car key in his pocket. you can guess what happened but luckily he'd remembered to bring a spare. (which unfortunately he'd left in the locked car, but thank goodness for AAA). we went for a game of minigolf, but ended up leaving after the 12th hole because the backup of golfers was just too much and we couldn't be bothered with the wait. i was having a particularly bad game so decided to chip my ball OVER the pond in the middle of the green rather than around it and subsequently lost my ball to the river that flowed through the course. which was fine by me as it sped the game up a bit to have 3 players instead of 4.

all in all, it was a great week. i didn't read as many books as i'd hoped (or lugged) and i never did get to many of those push ups so my arms still look pretty much the same, but it was a wonderfully relaxing week nonetheless. i had some time on my own to think (lots of that actually) and journal, and write postcards, and catch up with my thoughts, which i don't often have time to do in the city.

it's nine o'clock here in boston on sunday night, the thunder is booming outside my window and my eyes are getting sleepy. i may have to head to bed with the sun.

good night. bon nuit. buenos noches.

Thursday, August 10, 2006

off to explore new england

it feels like a friday for me now!
i've just finished my last meeting of the day and now i am checking out. this week seemed to drag on and on. but in less than 24 hours, i will be sitting by the poolside of an amazing spa and resort in new hampshire! we're using my marriott points for one night ... and then we officially begin our camping trip for 8 days. (don't ask, there was no room at the inn on the LAST night of the trip, which I KNOW would have been the more obvious choice.)

after that we are off to baxter state park where we'll spend two nights, and then over to moosehead lake for a few days on the lake in more typical car camping. i think baxter may be a bit rustic. and then after that, we're down on the coast of maine, and we haven't quite decided where that will be yet. somewhere near bar harbor, we think. all in all, it should be fun.

and here's hoping 9 days wasn't too ambitious. we shall see.

i'll have NO access to internet or email, that i know of, so all will be quiet on the blog front until our return.

i'm looking forward to lots of time to relax and read and write and think and perhaps come back with a few more decisions made about life in general. again, we shall see. i've also decided to attempt to do 50-100 push ups every day to see if 9 days can tone my arms up. but that's neither here nor there.

enjoy the last bits of summer!

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

how to make a decision ...

about what to do in life?

a. read a book about it.
b. solicit opinions.
c. pray.
d. flip a coin.
e. all of the above.

i'm realizing of late that i'm not very good at making decisions. or finishing or thinking through ideas. in the last four or five years, i thought i'd be: somewhere in the corporate world, event planning, an owner of an i-can-organize-anything-you-like business, a florist, a deli or small cafe owner, a massage therapist, and now (the latest) a high school guidance counselor. who's to say though that that's not a fad, something here today gone tomorrow.

but the longer i wait, the more books i read, the more opinions i solicit, the more prayers i offer ... well ... THE MORE TIME GOES BY AND I'M STILL DOING THE SAME THING! gosh, i sound like owen meany.

one of these days, (f.) something will kick me up the ass.
unless i kick myself first!
it's probably better if i do the kicking!

Sunday, August 06, 2006

sunday exhaustion

i am completely exhausted. i've probably spent about 6-7 hours on my bike this weekend. alex and i decided yesterday to go for a ride that we thought would only take an hour (18 miles, he said) but it turned out to take nearly three hours!! with maybe 40 minutes of breaktime inserted when the hills got too much. we were riding to a childhood friend of his' engagement party in wayland, a suburb of boston, and no one could believe we'd actually ridden all that way. (we stopped off at a gas station just before the party to change into our party outfits). there were a few bits we (well, I, really) struggled with, but for the most part, it was a lovely ride through different parts of boston i'd never seen before. some amazing scenery and some really cool old new england architecture. and today again we decided to go for a long ride out to a movie theater out of town. no idea why, but we went for the nascar movie with will farrell and ali G which was so LAME we walked out after thirty minutes and caught the ending of a cartoon about barnyard animals, equally LAME ... but then managed to get in a really love bike ride home through yet another new bit of town with equally amazing scenery. i feel sorry for people who don't have bikes and who don't get to experience all the nooks and crannies of their towns. i'm sure i would NEVER see most of this without my trusty bike.

but now i am wiped out and am looking forward to the feather pillows calling my name.

i am attaching two more pics of the ribs i spoke about in the previous blog so you can see, we did eat an entire cow.




Friday, August 04, 2006

basketball in august

and i thought the madness just happened in march.
after work yesterday alex and i went to play basketball.
let me rephrase, he played basketball, i watched and read my 'coach yourself to success' book (don't laugh). i was supposed to play, but we forgot to bring an extra ball, and i wasn't about to get in on the pick up game that he was drafted for. (like they would have picked me anyway).

it was interesting to watch the politics on the court and i wished i'd had my computer with me to blog then and there, because now, back at the office, it's hard to recall them with the same reflection. i often wish that and seem to have most of my interesting thoughts when i'm on my bike, or walking or in a car. i suppose i should begin to carry a notebook with me - but when i have a notebook, i never write. it's one of those annoying things.

in any case, i really enjoyed watching how perfect strangers can come together for sport. (maybe they ought to drop basketballs on lebanon instead of bombs and see what happens). alex assures me some of them know each other, and he's friendly with a few of them, but i'm sure there were some newcomers. it didn't take long for them to pick up the game, shout at each other, praise each other, rib each other, and otherwise just have a good time playing ball.

outside the window it's pouring rain today. just a few minutes ago the sky was dark and had the eerie pre-earthquake feeling. i suppose i need to get used to the pre-thunder and lightening feeling as that's what they seem to get most on the east coast. i hope it lets up because i'm on my bike in a skirt this morning. at least it's not 100 degrees anymore. that was unbearable!

hooray for fridays! happy weekends to all!

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

back to work ... urgh!

yes, back at work after a week of fun in the midwest. i'm not particularly happy to be back, but that could well be because my office is hot as an oven with no air conditioning and only a small fan pushing the hot air back and forth. yuck. these kind of days make me wonder whether i am well suited to the east coast. i'm not so sure. i hear london is having a heatwave as well. i suppose everywhere is heating up ... alex and i might see a movie tonight, maybe i'll make it 'an inconvenient truth' and figure out where this is all coming from.

the reunion was great. it was really nice to see everyone. my cousin had reserved a shelter so we had tables and some shade and everyone mingled nicely despite the heat. almost everyone made it which was great and there was family bonding and ribs all around. i will get some pictures up here of the ribs we had. i took quite a few. (for some reason, that's about all i took pictures of!) but it was hilarious. really, we must've eaten about five cows! or were they pigs? regardless, there were tons!

what else did i do?

hit a cleveland indians game at jacob's field. we had great corporate seats my dad's clients got us right behind first base. literally. and at one point in the game, my sister and i got the first baseman's attention and he threw us a ball. nice.

camped in a barbie tent in 100 degree weather. made me wonder whether this trip to maine with alex is a good idea, but decided it was so miserable because a) i wasn't prepared b) i couldn't stretch my legs out (barbie is quite small you know) and c) there was no air circulation. and really, i think i can solve all three of those problems on this next trip.

played truth or dare with the cousins. no nakedness - though jordan confessed to skinnydipping the night before.

got the elbows out.

surprise.

anyhow, it's far too hot here today at work so i must go somewhere else and get out of this miserable office!

love to all.